Wednesday, December 30, 2009

okay..photossss...


BBQ on 24th
over cooked..but still can eat


on the fire...lammbbbb..mehhh


lamb marinated with wine...i finished whatever wine was left~^^
presents under the tree
this is the tree!!!




On 25th !!!!



artificial snow in Pavillion


some red random lucky flower???the artificial snow...!!



snow globes i saw...i likey


Santa's sleigh...


top view~^^

in time square!

together without my bro!

look, its frosty the snowman

me and my mom


I definately need to lose weight...i look like a coke cola can....

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Missing you..

I am missing that someone..especially after reading his blog..haven't seen him for a week, have to wait for another 2 week before i can hug him again..

Its just after christmas ..i have some awesome gifts and some not so...
from my mom and sis: 2 short outing shorts.(very short..untillmy brother sounded)
my bro gave me an external cd-rom
his gf gave me a bracelet and a shaw...
my sis gave me a jewel box which cost 22 USD cause its handmade (its really beautiful) and alsomy other sis got me a aromatherapy massage book with Cd for her own good!!! They are hiring cheap labor...

Any way , for christmas my bro and his gf took me and my mom and a 3/4 son to pavillion where we got to see artificial snow and stuff..and later we went on to timesquare ( we walk to)...we took out tonnes of photo, i hate to be taken out so most of it i look pissed coz i was force to...but some was not so bad..

On christmas eve, we did BBQ at home which is awesome, broke the family tradition but i miss my pie though...My bro marinated lamb with wine, how awesome is that???

P/s: i told my bro's gf and my god father about Mr.Leonard!!!! felt relieve....

By the way, on 26th of december, i went to visit my aunty and during the night we went to my uncles place, it was awesome!! haven't seen them for so long!!! espicially when i had 2 wines and a brandy, curi curi minum la~^^

i CAN'T upload any photos now sadly...internet too slowww...


Thursday, December 24, 2009

H3y all...


Its almost christmas...and i can't spend it with my baby...
i really miss him.....

but i did try something just now,just wanna put it up..~^^

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

how do u do? i dun do fine

today..well is boring..

Christmas is near, and i am kinda worried to be happy..due to some stuff...dun ask

to tell you the truth, i really want to go out,but i can't leave mom and my god son alone at home alone..

I am not emo at all, just am soooooo lazy lately and i dunno why. i dun even have the heart to blog today...

Saturday, December 19, 2009

From Saturday to Saturday~~^^ AWESOMENESS and some other minor problems



Finally...everything is over,i mean exams...relief..
its been a busy with sweet and sourly and well experience for me...

Last Saturday, i went to support my boyfriend in Battle of the Band, and god! he was awesome, i mean i dun care whether he wins or lose, i just like to watch him enjoy...

He was angry cause they suppose to start early, end up they started like 8 pm..well thats malaysian timing for ya. But hey, he did great, and after that we rushed to Hilton, where he worked. There we met up with his best friend, they are really cool and sweet and open gals, the kind you can have fun and joke with...^^ Glad to have met them...

It was my first time there, and it was a night to remember, why? cause we slowed dance...still can't believe, it was sweet and of course shy. He always bring me out of my comfort zone easily (in a good way)...People were like looking at us when we dance to the song "wonderful tonight"..one of my favorite old song. It was my first time to slow dance...^^

During his second break we went to the club upstairs and we dance awhile, i haven't dance for like ages..and i really wasn't sure if i still could, so i just followed whatever the people dance...i had fun...it was also my first time being in a club dancing infront of large crowds~i have alot of first time that night..better than popping a cherry.^^

But something between our conversation that completely changee my mood..from right down to rock bottom. I get what he was trying to convey, but my heart just sunk, i wasn't really angry just a lil and i dunno how to react to that,i didn't want to look at him, cause i didn't know how to explain..he keep on asking how was i and what is wrong...i just wanted him to drop it, cause i dun wanna argue.

After we reach home,cool down alil,...he explain, and i kinda burst out with my doubts
..after that it was ok...


And then the week just went away with 3 days of exam, which a very stupid thing happen. On the last day of exam, it was at around 3 something. So i went downstairs to pick my boy up,i lock the door and forgot the keys...I was panicking. thank god he was there to calm me down. and we got a locksmith to open the door for us...He even brought food cause i refuse to go out for lunch...what to do, fear of exams...so after that it was all better especially after the exam!!!horray i could cry~~!!!!

Anyway, to celebrate, we bought 2 small bottles of wine and 2 big bottles of wine, on thursday right after exam i packed up went to his place, we took the drinks and when to hilton (mind us, we were soaking wet, lucky we brought extra clothes~^^) and spend time there untill he finish his work~..

Then we drank the small bottles and go up to the dance floor. It was a wild night and i was sweating and high (not of wine but of excitement, mind u, i dun get drunk easily)We were dancing for like almost 2 hours...it was awesome ...(but my body ache like nobodies business) and we got back to subang and bought cheese naan...why...cause it was our drinking session.!..both of us took our bath..and well bottoms up, we finish a bottle of wine within like 30 minutes...we are kinda alcoholic...Xp ..but then it was weeeeeland...we were like so high..okay more like tipsy..it was awesome...

We slept like pigs...hehe...you know the feeling of getting up and u just feel carefree?? well, that was how i felt..especially seeing him beside me..it felt so warm......


And now...i am back at my hometown...i am happy, just that i can't see him for 3 weeks, and i miss him already...but guess i should get used to it, coz i'll be getting that alot more soon...

well..that all for tonight, actually it quite alot for tonight...==


Wednesday, December 16, 2009

XoXo..some poem i made..not exactly a poem..but hey...


Happy are those

Who are in love

See that smile so genuine.

Make those grey sky go away


However sad,

Its next to nothing,

When a touch of care

Appear in the darkest of day


Even the nights without stars

Seem so bright,

Even the rain pours as hard as it could,

It could never cold those warm hearts.


A slow dance round the street,

A dinner at the corner of the city,

A time spent only to know that it’s all worth it,

Thick or thin, its love we have


Time froze, whenever memories were made



Friday, December 11, 2009

Damn!!!

Another one of those days where your stuck with thoughts of exam..
man...this is getting pressuring...

Well, still am really excited with tomorrows plan..Going for a concert "battle of the band"
its a competition between campuses...kinda..

Today , i woke up late..well, coz i slept late...around 12 pm..but lay in bed until 3.....didn't do much today..but went to the studio.and see my boy jam...

need to study..kena rajin sikit...( i am still sleepy and lazy at heart)

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Studio Jams~

Today was quite a busy day.. i went to WAO, woman aid organization cause my boy needed to be there to understand the organization for the sake of the competition. Woah , the project manager is really good in her PR skills...anyway..My boy is competing for the Battle of the Bands..so touch n go is the sponsor. The staff for touch n go came...

Man , i can tell you, these 3 women are, 1 bitchy, 2 snobbish, and last one is douchey. They are just that..
they thought i was the worker of the organization..cause i gave them handout ( call urself helpful huh?) and they ask me questions so i told them i am not working here..just arrived with my boy.
they conversation was agak2 like that

Bitchy: oh..are u chinese?
me: no
Bitchy:mix?
me:umm.yes
bitchy: Cindian??
me: no..eurasian.
Bitchy: what is ur last name?
me:Pinto
Bitchy: related to adriene pinto?
me:no..do u know jerome pinto..from divene mercy?
Bitchy:yes..
me: he is my uncle.
Bitchy: ooo... so where is everyone..so few work here??
me:umm.. i came with my boyfriend , i am not working here.
Snobbish: who? Leonard?
me:yeah..

snobbish turn to bitchy and say: Leonard's taken! (i was like WTF???? )
Lady....your a old hag for all i know, trying to act high class and young...and you set ur 30++ yr old sight on my 20 yr old bf??? whats wrong with you?


Okay..fine ..i take it as a joke.


Then the project manager came in..so talk talk..blah blah.....she was so cool and great and confident.

It was quite informative but it would have gone better without those women..==

Anyhow...later i went to the studio where my boy practice...and he just made me love him and adore him more..he was jamming with his mates.

I dun mean to like love him cause he is a drummer, but when i see him play, i see the other side of him and how great his passion is...i really admire that, i want to have that

He said: dun love me for the wrong reason

I just giggle, and say that was just an extra thing on his resume that attract me...i dun need a reason to love

The truth is i really dun...
I really care about the real him

okay..said too much already,...got to go

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

S3cond day of bloging

Seriously, i don't know what title should i put....

Life has been a mess for me..but recently it took a turn ..where i met someone sweet and amazing...Though it may seem life is still the same..but it is relieving that when you know everytime you turn your back, someone is close to you for you to rely on whenever its tough. And i think it feels great..to finally have a heart that i could give someone else

everything happen so fast, just in a blink of an eye, well metaphorically speaking...i never believe love would happen so fast.. i mean i can't believe it myself...

Anyways..exam is around the corner ..more like next week...ahhhh...
Though i wanna get good grades, i really dun feel like studying at all...i am just too lazy...


Tuesday, December 8, 2009

HALLLooo.

Okay..honestly..this is not my first time blogging. I used to blog too...but at 1 point...i just forgot my password and my username..and i just wanna start anew....Xp

Well i am starting it again for a few reasons...
too many ppl are showing their blogs to me..and i dun have 1 to show back... (in mature reason)

gatal nak cuba..? Say wat? YES, Gatal! just wanna do it again (that sounds sooo wrong)

past time...muahaha...i need a life guys...free to suggestions besides blogging...hehe