h3Art StAtioN: February 2010

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Ferries wheel!!!

---me in my room

Me and my sister and her kid and her hubby went to watch lighting thief today...i need to get the book, cause its awesome!!!!

after that, we went to do some kids stuff...i get to play the bumper car and ferries wheel, i know..but its nice!~~ except daniel kept saying i was a lousy driver!!!!...Went on the ferries wheel too!!!

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Good day, Bay day and Ugly lecturers

i am sick...yes, on Chinese new year, the weather is just too hot.

Okay, i really need to write now,

i think i have really bad luck with lecturers,last sem, my lecturer was replace by 2 other part-timers, and both, well, suck! 1 abit screw, another is practice favoritism and got C for my grade.

Well, this time i hav Ms J, she hates me, uptight and racist,most ppl dun like her,and another resign, we have to be replaced again.

Its seems full of worries, i am so scare.You see ms, J, literally is trying to screw me or she just love and feel that i have the skill to take care of matters. In a group for presentation,each have 3to 4 people. She threw 2 blacks in my group (i am not racist) but,they are not from this country , and my group need to combine with another group for a fieldtrip, in which i took the lead for my group. So man power is limited,not that they dun wanna help but they dun noe how, and i dun noe what to give them to do. So, fine. Guess what all girls and a boy. She say she follow name list,F@@@ that, its not, and its obvious. I mean if u wanna lie, at least put some effort.

Now, this is ok, and coincidently, i have my Ex and his friends who want to tag along and do their assignment.Note that we are both different college, have different assignment, so we trying telling her, and she said No without hearing us at all. And later on, she added another 2 of the ppl she dun like in my group. Maybe she is trying to compensate the black girls she gave, but that just too kind of an act for her. And she is not Kind!

SO now, i have to plan almost everything, am not complaining, just worried, really worried, its my first time doing this kind of thing like planing a fieldtrip to somewhere. Its the first time i take charge, Pressure,plus its Ms J class and its my first time giving orders instead of obeying, I suck! literally. And i dun no the way at all, or maybe the form dun go through or may be not in time , or we may get lost...So many things to consider and to worry

"murphy law,:anything can go wrong will go wrong"

Low sang!!!

Had the reunion dinner yesterday night, again..my sis just had to tagged me on fB, Ugly!!! well, the food was not bad, but it was a dissaster, from 8 pm to 10 pm, literally waiting dish by dish, not only us, some other customer was angry too. They scold, they ate some and when they were impatient they just left.

I went to church today, awesome, i love the priest, he made me understand somethings. I know myself well, i dun have a good history, i dun blame my parents, they protected me and brought me up good,but i am just to rebellious, if they ever know the truth, i am the worst daughter any 1 could have. Was getting sick, but i still go to church, i had some insightful advices from the priest. One i will always remember.

" salvation is not about sin, its about how simple it is to love GOD"

Yup, i am not holy, i admit my mistake is so great, die 10 times still cannot repent.Haha, but somehow give hope to me that maybe he sent me an angel to save this wretched soul. So I am grateful, for all the things i get, my family, a life, a place to stay, food to eat, to see, to hear, to smell, to talk, friends and also a special person in my heart. You know who you are, if you dun then i'll make u strip dance again!!!

ps: now i am really sick...Tata...T.T

Saturday, February 13, 2010

JOJO just wrote a poem...shhhh..

Most time being with you

and on then separated

of all the things

now i finally settle down

At least my tears don't lie,

i miss u all the sudden

where are u?

My happiness and my sorrow

I miss u all the sudden

Its so sudden

that the memories of the wind

just seem to blur my view.

We were like the most beautiful song

And we faded like a sad film

You took me on the most unforgettable dream

And left me behind with the most painful script

We were so sweet,

We were all,

Why did it ended up like this?

I miss the voices that you gave

But i never want to hear that saddness we had

I miss u all the sudden

Where will you be?

My smile and my cries.

You gave it all.

I miss u all the sudden,

Where are you now?

My all and nothingness,

The film of memories

just blur my view.

I fear the silence of the nights

I fear the sudden heed from friends

The thing i fear most is that when i finally move on,

I hear from you again

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

CAm-Whoring!!! wee~~~

Shocking isn't it?

Today are those girly days that i would rarely get myself in...all because its getting close to new year and i am well feel like dressing up and be nice and stop wearing t-shirt!!!

I mean i am not that ugly...haha..

Went to sunway after class..and came back like around 10pm..now my legs is really really tired!!! need some foot massage!!!!

But i am really happy...i finally tried some clothes that really could fit me..some was just fitting and nice but were too expensive and some were showing too much of the "spotlight" or you guys call "personality" ..it was popping out!!

Another thing to be happy is that i got a dress / shirt! yes@@! dun be surprise..its time to start having some confidence and be happy and sometimes be a GIRL...it was only RM29 , original price was RM60++...

in the fitting room..

carmen (my roomate): get it !

me: but itshowing my boob...its like popping out...==

carmen: nevermind..be sexy..unbutton the 1st 2 buttons..

(unbuttons)

me.:== hmm...

carmen: nice...u can wear jeans , or take it like adress... or wear a jacket..or just be sexy..multi function

me: true oso..( trying to bold)

carmen: what da ya think, i think it looks ok, plus its loose...

me: there is a black 1 outside...

carmen: no, u wear this , no more black stuff...

So, finally i bought it..it was kind of floral...