w3ird

gosh...weird days and i'm getting annoyed easily...

too late for identity crisis...really too late, i'm 20

why does everything be like this? i know God has his divine plan- he is not going to change it for me cause its his will.

i'm lucky, i really am...got good parents, siblings , perfect boyfriend....
one thing i lack off, its me...i don't have me...whatever i have its apparently not acceptable..i'm different...i'm oblivious and naive (people tell me that) well..i want to get rid of it and look beyond...with the amount of boats that sunk in my life...i should have got it by now

i'm just weird=weird day= weird people (stalking and hate mails occur)

someone say i dun care for ppl...i need to care for them more..
but when i do , i feel like an idiot, cause nobody takes it....or if they do, they don't care...

i don't feel like i should talk to anyone about it...its not like they'll know
and i don't think they will take me seriously any more..not that any one had