life is now offcially abit annoying...
but i'm glad at home......
nobodies read the blog i know...but fuck it anyway..its the best out put i have. wrote a bit of something...
taking her usual walk....after reading a few books it was a good idea to ponder upon those of what she read. She is independent, loner, and a little too self absorb in her own world. She finds it hard to be "normal", as though a desease need to be "neutralize"
She is not old nor too young, she don't make the best decision but she takes the time to decide. She understands what things "appear to be" but not fully...but then who really understands fully?
She sits on a bench, admiring the wind that blows from behind, softly tuck her hair behind her ear, enjoying being alone, enjoy quietness....
This can be quite addicting...and quite bad...when you been too long in the quiet...you seem to be drawn to somewhat a similar or illussion of loneliness...then you have to either kick it out of your mind or comform to it...most do the latter part.change. and then "fit in"
sucks is it? thats what a group means....you conform and work together to get others to conform...
but then thats just my opinion...
i suppose i'm trying to sweet talk my self.
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