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My life is not all colorful,

more shades of gray than i can count,

Always wonder what beyond,

That rainbow side,

I doubt there is a leprechaun,

I know the grass will be greener

How do I get there?

I'm not a little girl

I'm all wise either,

I am of "becoming"

But of what i can't decide

I wish fate and destiny

Were written not so vaguely

The night sky don't shine so much anymore,

The stars don't say a thing,

The sun blaze its yellow light,

But it has never mention why.

Hence, where can i find my answer,

if i can't find it up there in the sky?

Confused, indecisive,

is not how i like it,

Back full burden past,

Front so strange and unlikely,

Where can I go?

Lost and alone,

you can't say i'm not,

Where can i find who i am?

for no friend nor foe i know,

and all but loneliness i hold.