I know i'm not all popular, mostly invisible, I do what I can, and was taught to do.
I don't loathe at people who obviously do things better than me, but sometimes I just loathed me.
A week passed, and well, I learned something. I actually can do a lot, even though I am not really happy, I really do try. Or at least fake it.
Lately, I'm drown to books written by Mathew Reiley. He is action pack filled author, feels like I'm reliving the thrill I had with watching Indiana Jones movies when I read his books.
Honestly, I love clubbing, not for the sake of getting drunk and all, but you know, the dancing to good djs' , an well with someone you love is worth it.
Well, good for me to know that my mom and the rest of siblings has busted me again for hanging out with my bf, and ask me not to lie again. It really hard not to, since they disapprove of our relationship so much and that, not to complain he is a DJ, not many close minded parents can accept. Meanwhile, i think they now semi-approve us. I haven't mention to them that we go there by bike, if not...TANG TANG TANG......HEll shall break lose again.
Sometimes, i wonder how long I have to fight so many things in one time, when I still have a hard time believing my self. In some things, well, I have pride, a proud girl I can be. Others, (well most) ...not really.
So yes! I can do it!
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