Now i think i can never trust anyone, at least in human form....The person i trust the most somehow betray me...and it hurts..
Whatever self esteem i built up, just shattered........whatever hopes of i had has been blown away
but right now, i suppose i made a right decision..i still love him...
but in the back o fmy head, i just feel pain and wonders whether was i the same as any other girl, was i just there and easy for him to take me for granted...was i not worth it? did i change so much that i am no longer special...was i even special..................
I just need the prove...
I just want him to want me , and show me do he really want me not just out of responsibility
i just wanna take a breather out of this....
ps : nobody reads this blog anyways........
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