I am a sore loser. Ps: I am not emotional

to that some one, don't be offended.

I am trying my best to type in full perfect sentence without using any short form, or text language. I need to start practice to get rid of that habit cause I am communication major, and thus a lot of formal writing involve. Until know I can't quite differentiate the American English and the British one except from a few easy ones.

Let me be clear, I am not a Muslim, so I don't think I'll be needing prayer outfits. But thanks for the offer.

I AM A EURASIAN. and I am a Catholic.

Most of all, I am a sore loser.

I know I am since I am young, I do try to change that , and I try to suck it up hard. But I am not strong, I break down easy. I hate to compete, unless, I know I have a preferable amount of chance I can compete.And now most of the time, after so many things, I don't have anything to compete, I am not good in most things, and i don't have the right to be in that position to compete.

Some times its not that I don't want to have fun, but its not easy to see yourself keep falling. You'd think I am bitch and a child. So what if this is my flaw, can't anyone just accept. I get angry, but later I'll be fine. And I don't like to be treated handicapped. I know you don;t mean it, but if you do read this, you'll be high-end the edge piss, and we'll argue.

Some things I just can't tell in your face, I know you want me to buckle up and grow some balls. But I'm really sorry i can't do it. I am in fact a sore loser. But i'm trying to be lesser.

Bottom line,

I;m trying to not be that sore,I 'm trying to believe like what you do,

Just that i'm not there yet. At least i improve on my summary.

And don't be angry, I'm not emotional or whatever.