Wednesday, January 6, 2010

1st month




It is our 1st month together, even though its a short period of time, but i feel like i knew for a lifetime. It feels amazing, and i am wishing for many more to come.

We'll meet soon, 41 hours to be exact, can't wait to meet me... I can say I love him.
Was not sure at 1st, cause it hit me like lighting, so fast and so hard... I can't help but fall..

Somehow he gave me a new meaning in life and has been supportive of me. He show me new things and been there through some of those disappointing moments... Shortly saying, i am spoil by him..sometimes i think it is too good to be true or he is too good for me...

He may not be handsome ( which he is when he is thinner), but he is sweet and awesome, talented, independent and caring...he is not rich in material but he is a good guy

REcently i have started reading a book..dun judge me or whatever..called "how to fuck a woman's brain out"..which is very insightful not those how to fuck a woman's book..but how to keep a woman ..in a weird manner...Its kinda controverting and mind provoking...

This is year is a new year...will have lots to accomplish..among the list....

  • Read more
  • Smile more
  • Lose weight to be healthy and fit into a normal blouse. I dun wanna be a stick though
  • Learn drums (maybe)
  • Pass my exams and score a 3.5 GPA
  • Make my parents proud
  • Make sure my family doesn't find out that i am dating
  • Socialize more
  • maybe learn how to shuffle or how to DJ
ETC......
well thats not too much..will add up when i get new stuff to do...
maybe join cheer leading...some1 offered!!!!


oh..and a mess-up-something i wrote ..

there are kids who are cute
and there kids who are sweet
but the ones who come today are neither
they are less than cute
and more to ugly and rude

I wanna throw em
I wanna smack en
I wanna stranggle em
And hell, I wan em out of the house

They are rude,
They have no manners,
Never know how their parents can deal it
They are incarnation of every spoil things in the world

If i was alone with them
Oh the things i'll do
I'll punish em..
And might sell em
but mostly i will change em..
for the better of my world

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